Monday, February 13, 2012

WH2012


1963 - 2012

May your broken heart now find its way Home
You would know by now in your heart that He loves you

You have it all now - you'll never lose that Love again
The Greatest Love of All

When the night falls, you will have Someone to dance with
This is your moment in time - where you have given the best of you

You are a winner in your life time
We know you will be free in Eternity

Your prayers for your loved ones will not be in vain
Because you believed in miracles

As the curtain closes ...You Will Always Be Loved and remembered by all who grew up with The Voice

yes, JESUS LOVES YOU

Friday, January 27, 2012

Con Fu Sion

I know we have been friends for a very long time. I have often thought what it would be like further on. To be in this state together with you for so long I have somewhat embraced your belief system. You are good at what you do. Truly. Too bad that I have chosen to go separate ways from you.

Sometimes it is quite amazing how mersmerising you can be. I suffered crazy consequences and endured emotional pains. Sometimes my mental state of mind is severely tested because you are really cunning and shrewd. Is that part of your system ?

Please stop hurting and bringing down people who matters to me. Please stop ruining their lives.
Stop causing CONFUSION and messing up people's lives.


Thursday, January 26, 2012

Cruizin'

For once, I think this is not so bad after all. It is a blessing in disguise. I find that I am more relaxed and happier lately. I feel more at peace.

I don't have to take any more crap from loonies and moodies. I don't have any more nightmares about them trying to make my life a misery and taking away my happiness.
I am indeed enjoying this break although I know that it will not last.

Sometimes I wonder what happens after this ?



Sunday, January 8, 2012

To Use or Not To Use

The evening after the op was done, it was kind of interesting. When I awoke, the first thought that came to mind was - the toilet. Now, how do I get to the toilet and back if I am not allowed to move after the op. ?

Even if I did want to move, my leg was asleep. It did not want to move. And it was epicly painful if I so much as force it to move for a wee bit.


That was when the stress came. I was told of the availability of the call bell and ... the bedpan!!! if I needed to use it.

No..there was no way I was goint to use the bedpan. No way. I didn't need to go toilet at that moment as I have been put on a NIL BY MOUTH so at least I don't have to worry about toilet visits.

The next day I was really stressed in the morning as I wasn't feeling very comfortable. The night before, the nurse on night duty came to take my blood-pressure and she remarked that it was high mostly due to the anaesthetic and op.

Towards the wee hours of the morning, it stayed the same and she asked me what was I thinking about as it is causing the blood-pressure to stay a bit high. And I told her that thinking of how to make it to the toilet and the thought of using the bedpan was stressing me out. I think the nurse thought I was being crazy. But it was the truth. I was truly stressed out at the thought of having to use the bedpan.


Close to lunch time, I really felt uncomfortable. After the morning visit by the doctor, he mentioned that I could move my leg if I wanted to. That was heavenly ... So I had to more or less manouvere and plead my way around the nurse for the use of the wheel chair. And to my delight, she obliged.


O TOILET !!! Magnificent and awesome toilet !!! Here I come...woo hooo...!!! That was the BEST feeling in the whole world..

8822

As far as this goes, I did not expect to be warded. Until just before Christmas. Bone spurs were found at my knee joint. Okay. Being ignorant I just let the medical diagnosis wash over me. I just wanted to get it over and done with as I was quite excited about Christmas.

The bone spurs did a great job damaging my right knee joint. There were just too many of them. But my knee managed to be saved. Of course, by being saved, it meant that I had to give up a few things.

So I was kindly and gently told by the doctor that I had to give up playing badminton. What ???? There you go. Merry Christmas. No more playing badminton ??? Yes. For life. It is just like telling a pianist that he can't play music anymore. Depressing. I love playing badminton.

Of course, there are other things that I had to do to save my knee from further destruction - namely losing weight. I can see the triumphant smile across my mom's face as she heard the doctor's sermon. I am sure she was very happy with him. She has tried in vain to make me lose weight.

I have to avoid using the stairs from now on - as in climbing stairs...I can live with that, no problem at all.

Room 8822 - a very comfortable 4-day stay which I would recommend to people who might have life-altering lifestyle experiences.

Of course, make sure you are covered by insurance. Although the doctors are really good, the service excellent - sometimes the hospital policies are the exact opposite...

uh..to each his own..

and thanks to all who prayed for me..it really helped..God bless them !

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

How True

The article below was written by Patrick Teoh , a sharp-witted butt-kicking true Malaysian and taken from his blog ' Niamah'....

This is so true. This is the childhood that most of us went through. survived it and still savouring it.

Thank you for summing it all up in this article.

To all those born in 1940's, 50's, 60's, and early 70's

First, we survived with mothers who had no maids. They cooked /cleaned while taking care of us at the same time. They took aspirin, candy floss, fizzy drinks, shaved ice with syrups and diabetes were rare. Salt added to Pepsi or Coke was remedy for fever.

We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets.

As children, we would ride with our parents on bicycles/ motorcycles for 2 or 3. Richer ones in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a private taxi was a special treat.

We drank water from the tap and NOT from a bottle. We would spend hours on the fields under bright sunlight flying our kites, without worrying about the UV ray which never seem to affect us. We went to the jungle to catch spiders without worries of Aedes mosquitoes.

With mere 5 pebbles (stones) would be an endless game. With a ball (tennis ball best) we boys would run like crazy for hours. We caught guppies in drains / canals and when it rained, we swam there. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually worried about being unhygienic.

We ate salty, very sweet & oily food, candies, bread and real butter and drank very sweet soft sweet coffee/ tea, ice kacang, but we weren't overweight because....... WE WERE OFTEN OUT PLAYING!!

We would leave home in the morning and play all day, till street lights came on. No one was able to reach us all day. WE DID NOT HAVE HANDPHONE S TO BUG US. And we were O.K. AND WE WERE SAFE.

We would spend hours repairing our old bicycles and wooden scooters out of scraps and then ride down the hill, only to find out we forgot the brakes. After running into the bushes a few times, we learned to solve the problem .

We did no t have Playstations, X-boxes, Nintendo's, multiple channels on cable TV, DVD movies, no surround sound, no phones, no personal computers, no Internet. WE HAD FRIENDS and we went outside and found them!

We fell out of trees, got cut, broke bones and teeth and we still continued the stunts. We never had birthdays parties till we were 21 We rode bikes or walked to a friend's house and just yelled for them!

The idea of a parent bailing us out if we broke the law was unheard of. They actually sided with the law! Yet this generation has produced some of the best risk-takers, problem solvers and inventors ever!

The past 40 years have been an explosion of innovation and new ideas. We had freedom, failure, success and responsibility, and we learned.. HOW TO DEAL WITH IT ALL!

And yet, there are those who still think that NASI LEMAK 2.0 is a hazardous, national security-threatening movie. I think it is really unfair of them to judge that movie in a negative light. They must understand what the story line is all about. Why ask cinemas to have it removed ? It is a piece of art in cinematic form. It is a story about Malaysia. It is a story about ordinary people who learn to live with each other's different beliefs and cultivating respect for each other. We learn to see people as persons, rather than the race or religion. I often forget that my Malay, Chinese, Indian, Eurasian friends are Malay, Chinese, Indian and Eurasian. I see them as persons, as friends. No race. But I am mindful of their religious beliefs.

So ..those who motioned the move on removing Nasi Lemak 2.0 from the cinemas..Don't they like to eat nasi lemak ? I love nasi lemak..for breakfast, for lunch, for dinner or even supper !!!

Note : To avoid any case of misunderstanding, the words in italics are my own expressed opinions. Not of Patrick Teoh's.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Trust

Funny how we treat this word nowadays. Some treat it seriously. Some are really careless about it. Trust is such a deep and serious word. It has a very special meaning. I feel sometimes the word is misused.

Trust has to be earned. Sometimes I have to work hard to gain someone's trust. It is not easy to get someone to trust you. Sometimes you get burned for being so trusting as well.

Once the trust is abused, it is kind of difficult to trust the person again.

To trust is to take a risk. But if we don't take a risk, we would never know what trust means either. We won't be able to get to know someone better.

" It takes years to build up trust - and only seconds to destroy it. "